![]() She made me laugh again.and pulled me out of that darkness.for a time. She was the one who taught me to care about more than myself. I stuck around, went to church, and basically took abuse and enslaved myself to him just so I could be near her. I liked this girl, so I did what he said, 'cause I wanted to make a good impression. THAT NIGHT.her dad texted me, and said to break up with his daughter, and never to speak to her again. Basically, she threw me out of her life, 'cause I was obnoxious, and while I WAS obnoxious, and a terrible, girl.damn. Even now, I can't bring myself to insult her. It took me almost half a decade to get over the I inflicted on myself because of that sweet, little minx. She cut me up inside and destroyed my confident swagger. She was the most perfect, cute, redheaded goddess I'd ever seen! And.that blinded me. We don't have a whole journal-'cause there's new stuff-but, basically, we dated. ![]() ![]() See, my heart is MASSIVE! Full of wonder, adventure and joy, and while I'd help anyone who needed it.I've always been beaten to a pulp emotionally.and after a while, somethin' happened that broke me forever. I get mad easily, and I was never one to deal with emotions well. Unless someone is in immediate danger, I don't really care. I mean, I've always been kind, but I am self-centered. I did whatever I wanted whenever I wanted, and I didn't care about anyone but myself. I've been bloodied in more fights than you can imagine. I got my ass handed to me a few times, but I'd always laugh and give it right back. I was a punk, and I won't lie about that. I dated girl after girl after girl, and left a trail of broken hearts in my wake. Whenever I wasn't off gettin' myself killed, though, I was off on adventures. I used to have a sayin' whenever I'd tell people about my past: "Those who hurt the most.smile the brightest." That was always somethin' NOBODY could take from me. I can't tell you how many times I've been beaten to a damn pulp, but I always keep smilin'. I mean, I've had a nice, cushy life, but I always put myself in danger, and that was just.my thing. Okay, I'll also give ya a nice recap of everything that's happened up to this point.īasically, my life ain't been the easiest. Then I escaped the drama in general, and figured I'd keep my old account active, then I figured it was time to grow up and stop bloggin' on an art site, and that led me to let everyone know I was shuttin' the account down.and THEN, a whole bunch a crazy shit happened, and I wanted to tell everyone, 'cause writin' journals keeps me sane, ya know? But, I am a man of my word, and I will most likely only use this profile to promote my novel that I'll write.eventually. I got really bored of bein' and so, I made this one to escape the drama. Basically, a lot of drama went down, and I pretty much just tossed my old account out the window. To start things off, let me welcome anybody who's new, and get you up to speed.
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